I write this post because a couple of weeks ago, I and my ex boyfriend decided that we were going to try and do this “friend to maybe dating” thing again but differently than before.
So basically we are going to really get to know each other before we start dating, unlike the previous times.
I’m a little bit nervous because my fear and shame and guilt about my past kick in overdrive when I know someone likes me and is being intentional about pursuing a friendship to maybe lead to something more.
I pray that God will break down my walls of doubt and insecurity that grip me and tear me to shreds.
I know that he and I could be something amazing together… if I will allow God to take over my fears and surrender then at the Cross!
I know God’s not finished me… or him yet! ❤️